I can see

Written by: Nusaiba Yassin Abbas

I close my eyes and I can see so much.....

I see that I am extending my hand out to the world, they want to reach for my help, my guidance, my spiritual healing through writings

I can see...

As tears come down my eyes, I feel each pain, suffering, and blood shed of others

I can see...

Trying to fight those tears of frustrations, the war in Syria,  Africa bleeding minerals-sucked by hungry hyena countries, and leaving those to die of hunger, frustration , and hopelessness dreams

 I can see...

Those who have hurt me in the past envy me me now because of my brain, God-given beauty, or surrounded by loving people....

I can see.....

The one who left me because he was intentionally blind for the jewel that I am worth....

I can see that he regrets the lost of me..I can see he is not happy with the one he is with because he truly knows what Karma is

 I can see...

Those who believe in me and wish me nothing but the best, even If i have never meet them in person yet

I can see...

them waiting for me at the end of the dark tunnel of suffering, holding candles and telling me to "come on...its alright....you are almost there...you can make it through.."

I can see...

I will be with the one who understands me, accepts my faults, craziness  and talents...the one who will be lucky because he will be with the best women in the world

I can see...

 Him sailing to reach me across the sea, with high waves, and enormous sharks and killer whales on a small boat wit the letter N and the number 25

I can see...

The day he reaches land, I will be wearing a white dress, in his arms, closing my eyes in his world full of unconditional love...

I can see...